My mother always tells me that I am never going to get married because I am a worthless man. It is a very hurtful thing to hear even if I am old now. She has always been this way since I was a child. For some reason, she hates me the most out of all of my brothers and sisters, and I know why. I am not her biological son; I am a child of my father from another lady which I never got the chance to meet. When I ask my father about my resume mother, he always says that my birth mother was a terrible woman who is best to forget. I think that my birth mother cheated on my dad and that is why they separated. I was not able to adjust to my new family.

I often could not stand my stepmother because she always attacks me. When I was just a child, I had still dreamed of leaving my family as soon as possible. Which is not a good thing to do. I tried it a couple of times when I was in high school. I walked away from home and tried to find a job and be independent, but it did not turn well for me. I was not successful in my first several tries to stay away from my family. I was happy when I graduated from high school, and a university offered me a scholarship. It was everything to me. It meant that if I can do well in my education. I will never be going to get back home. I studied and worked have for five years.

I had a part-time job in a shoe shop near the school. I never went home for two years straight and never contacted any of my family. I just heard news one time from my uncle that my stepmother is streaky sick and is dying. I feel terrible about myself. Even though she was not a good parent to me, I realized that abandoning him was not a good choice either. I tried to get home as fast as possible, but I was still delayed for a week. When I arrived at the house and seen my stepmother very week and fragile. Tears suddenly came streaming from my eyes. All these years I hated her for no reason at all. When she saw me she also cried. I think that she missed me even though I was always mean to her. She died a week after I arrived home. I was very heartbroken I needed some help, so I booked a London escort. London escort helped me a lot in dealing with the pain of losing my stepmother. I am very grateful for London escorts to this day.…